Cas.. I just.. This scene killed me. KILLED ME.
I love that Dean was ‘freaking thrilled’ that Cas is back. I love that Cas got angry at him for pressing the issue of going back to Heaven. And I love Dean getting up and sitting in front of Cas and saying “talk to me”. And later, after Sam walks in, he keeps glancing over at Cas.. How cute are these two? Seriously.
And this bit, this just destroyed me.
And Dean, he gets it. He’s worried but he gets it. He understands hating yourself and feeling worthless. He understands being in Cas’s position and how sometimes it’s so tempting to just step to the edge and look down in to the abyss, so to speak.
And Cas.. Cas, I just love him here. He is depressed but he’s being SO honest with himself and SO honest with Dean. This episode, he was trying to run and pretend but he gets that he can’t do that anymore. He knows what he has to do and he knows how impossibly difficult it all is, but he’s still fighting and growing. I am so proud of him.
I just love all of this. Love it love it love it.
Excuse me while I go rewatch this and cry some more about it.
Like he wants to touch Dean. Like he desperately wants to reciprocate. But he can’t encourage Dean, because he thinks he needs to leave again, he thinks he can’t have this, can’t be with Dean, he’s too dangerous to be around and if he lets himself hold Dean he will never let go.
When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt—you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling—like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?
“Devil May Cry”, Sherrilyn Kenyon
Oh my sweet summer child.
- Castiel is an angel. HE DOESN’T HAVE A GENDER. He is a celestial wave length of intent that happened to be placed into a male vessel. Considering the fact that all angels are genderless, they don’t conform to human standards of sexuality.
- But in regards to sexuality: direct quote from Cas: “I am utterly indifferent to sexual orientation” in case you were wondering how this particular angel feels about that.
- Don’t take this to mean that angels are asexual. Look at Balthazar and Gabriel. Both were very open about the fact that they enjoyed sex, with humans. And it’s more than possible that Balthazar had sex with men and women, considering he was once pulled a way from a, “What’s french for a 12-way?” That would be a lot of women for one dick.
- I personally don’t believe Dean is 100% straight. His siren, a creature that is almost exclusively a woman in lore/experience, took a man’s form, because that’s exactly what Dean wanted. Dean, who is supposedly “super macho and straight” and “wants an apple pie life” and “loves strippers” wanted a guy. The siren could have easily been a woman who was into sports and cars. But it was a man. Come on now.
- I think that it’s possible for Dean to be bisexual. I feel like if he was, Dean would have stamped down those feelings growing up, because he would have felt like it was a disappointment to his father. (Whether John would have been accepting or not, which I don’t really thing he would have been, but that’s another rant) But it would kind of make sense, considering Dean’s sexuality has become a bit more ‘fluid’ since seasons one/two, when Dean was very much in the ‘good little soldier’ mindset.
- When going back in time, Dean checked out the men in uniform over the women walking by. When going into the brothel looking for Clif, he had no qualms about lifting up the sheet to check for the birthmark, and made no comment besides, “Well you look great” He makes references to Bert/Ernie being gay when talking about Cas’ virginity. He made reference drawing a parallel between the two of them and Thelma/Louise.
- Obviously, Dean likes women, and likes sleeping with them. But he’s never had a real connection with them. The closest he got was Cassie and Lisa. And don’t get me wrong, I liked Lisa. I do not have any hate for her like some of the fandom. She helped Dean from going off the deep end the year Sam was gone. But Dean was falling into someone else’s life, and was never 100% open with himself/his life/his past, when he really could have been. Lisa was a tough chick. She could have handled it. She INVITED him to share that stuff, but Dean just couldn’t do it.
- Castiel literally knows every part of Dean. He knows the things he did in Hell. He knows his fears/secrets. He rebuilt Dean’s body and placed his soul back in it. He rescued Dean from the pits of Hell. He’s the only being on Earth that knows every part of Dean and loves him. Whether you want to claim it as romantic or not, Cas loves Dean. (edit: yes there is no doubt in my mind that Sam does/would love Dean no matter what, I’m just saying Cas knows every specific detail of the horrible things Dean has done)
- If Castiel was in a female vessel, the entire world would be crying out of their deep love. Everyone would be on the edge of their seat waiting for them to finally get together. It is canon that Dean and Cas are best friends. If Cas was played by an actress, EVERYONE would be like, “Oh okay, they’re ‘friends’ but obviously so much more. When will they finally get together??”
- Just because someone identifies as straight, it doesn’t make it impossible for them to fall in love/be sexually attracted to someone of the same sex. I know a couple people who identify as straight who happen to be in a relationship with someone of the same sex. Sexuality is pretty fluid in my eyes.
- I’m just going to leave this quote from Kinsey (if you don’t know who that is, look up the Kinsey scale) “Males do not represent two discrete populations, heterosexual and homosexual. The world is not to be divided into sheep and goats…The living world is a continuum in each and every one of its aspects.”
- “Blow me Cas”
- “Cas, not for nothing, but the last person who looked at me like that…I got laid”
- “I’d rather have you, cursed or not.”
So, those are all reasons I would like to see Cas and Dean together. OH! But the most important one, and the only one I really need to justify it (because it’s a ship, and you can pretty much ship anything you want without having to have a really thought out explanation because it’s fiction and shipping is fun):
- I like it when their dicks touch.
I’m just going to leave this here. again. because it’s very accurate.
This is the most beautiful and accurate post i’ve ever seen.
tracklisting / links to youtube
you’ll rescue me right?
in the exact same way they never did
I’ll be happy right?
when your healing powers kick in
oh and pestilence is won when you are lost and I am gone
and no hope, no hope will overcome
two bodies pressed together
two boys are falling hard
the smell of sweat and leather
a kinky greeting card
as the earth and all her beauty
picked us up from off the ground
carried far across the mountain
to a kingdom never bound
we will live like this forever
I will love you
I will love you
we had the drive and the time on our hands
one little room and the biggest of plans
the days were shaping up frosty and bright
perfect weather to fly
perfect weather to fly
do I disappoint you, in just being human?
and not one of the elements, that you can light your cigar on
why does it always have to be fire?
why does it always have to be brimstone?
cool this body down
7. Muse - Bliss
everything about you pains my envying
your soul can’t hate anything
everything about you is so easy to love
they’re watching you from above
I wanna live life, always be true
I wanna live life, and be good to you
I wanna fly, and never come down
maybe I could be yours
maybe you could be mine
God, I’ve waited so long
maybe my time has come
to walk by your side
he grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I wisper why can’t you love me
I’ll change for you
I’ll play the part
you’re my sweet love
and every time I fall
into the beauty of, the endless of, the grey blue of
hollow heroes separate
as they run
you’re so cold
keep your hand in mine
I’m an angel with a shotgun
fighting til’ the wars won
I don’t care if heaven won’t take me back
I’ll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe
what are we doing?
you won’t change your ways in time, in time
if I just saved you, you could save me too
if I just saved you, you could save — you could save me too
I’ll take you there, my friend
I’m reaching out my hand, so take it
we are the angels
and we are the ones who are praying
if there’s no one beside you
when your soul embarks
then I’ll follow you into the dark
whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am home again
whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again
18. Elbow - Red
you burn too bright
you live too fast
this can’t go on too long
you’re a tragedy starting to happen
And what does Cas do? Give him the look harder.
And does Dean freak out from the even more intense bedroom eyes’ look? No.
He winks at Cas.
Dean&Cas | Higher and higher“Cas, get out of my ass.” “I was never in your…”
#this is i love you #I LOVE YOU #I LOVE YOU IN THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW #DEAN DOESN’T HAVE MANY PEOPLE BUT HE KEEPS THE ONES HE DOES HAVE CLOSE #FAMILY MAN #I’D RATHER HAVE YOU #YOU ARE MY PREFERRED COMPANY #I DON’T CARE IF YOU SNORE OR IF YOU EAT WEIRD STUFF OR IF YOU DEVELOP WEIRD HABITS LIKE MORNING JOGGING OR IF EVERY TIME YOU STEP OUT OF THE HOUSE SOMETHING TRIES TO KILL YOU #BECAUSE I’D RATHER HAVE YOU #BECAUSE THE WINCHESTERS HAVE ALWAYS HAD BAD LUCK #BECAUSE DEAN DOESN’T WANT CAS TO LEAVE HIS SIDE AGAIN #OTP #MY DARLING OTP
Whitney Houston’s video for “I Will Always Love You” AKA: most known and possibly greatest love song ever.
“The Man Who Would Be King” AKA: The episode that tried to break my destiel shipping heart.
coincidence? I think not.
DESTIEL, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
I understand that reference!
Crack!video, Reading is Fundamental 7x21.
Here you go, as promised, another crack!video like the last one I have done. So, have some more destiel and Sammy unicorns and rainbows scenes (sorry, no Lucifer this time lol).
And then there’s Sam: